36.

I have fallen inlove with NYX cosmetics. I don't know why I just love them. My skin tends to react weird to most makeup, but I love Almay, Annabelle and NYX. I haven't worn any foundation, bronzer, or any "second skin" type make up in years. But I did try Revlon's true match foundation and I wore it once and broke out SO bad. Yuck. Threw that out just as fast as I bought it. Lol. So I stick to mascara, lip glosses and lipsticks, brow definer and a little bit of blush. Maybe eye shadow if I'm feeling pretty haha. 


Here is my latest beauty loot.

Cream blush from NYX 

Lipglosses from NYX 

Not beauty loot, but a need when you're pregnant during the summertime. Light and roomy for baby belly. I really like flowy florals <3

35.

UGH! I hate starfrit steamer baskets.
I just dropped all my steamed veggies all over my sink because the handle on my steamer basket broke or came loose or something.


Fuck you.


I also forgot how much I hate how I look when I'm pregnant. I look all round and thick and FAT. Bad day. Hope tomorrow is better.


To do list

• Take garbage to the dump (yummy..)
• Take clothing, baby stuff, etc to the goodwill donation center
• Do my taxes!
• Get some groceries, especially dinner sh!t

EDIT: Ended up going for a nice family walk. 

34.

Today I found an adorable clock for my daughters room.

Hello kitty what? lol.

I took some cute pictures of Kinsley and I. I should really take pictures more often :)

33.

Well I finally get my Nollie hoodie in the mail (I ordered this a long time ago...) and now that I have a baby bump, I can't wear it! Son of a bitch eh! Rawr. Another cute article of clothing to store away for the next 5 months LOL.


On another note. I did order some more cute shit from eBay :)

How cute is that?

32.

So I'm now 4 months and a bit along... and almost 30 pounds down! I don't know why I keep losing weight, but the doc said everything is fine with the baby so... I guess I won't worry so much. I think maybe because I am eating so differently, and by differently I mean really fucking healthy. No sugar, no refined or possessed foods, no meat (except fish) no fast food, nothing greasy or fattie. ugh. yay for cucumbers LOL. Fuck me eh!


On the other hand. I won't have a lot (if any) baby weight to lose! 

There is my little one, this was taken awhile ago. I thought I'd share.

31.

Okay due to my unborn baby and it's distaste for meat and unhealthy sh!t at the moment. I am going to try a vegan-ish diet for awhile. Hopefully this tones down the throwing up and nausea. And well honestly I'm not really into eating animal products. I don't think it's wrong to eat animals. I mean thats the food chain right? BUT I do think the manner and magnitude that they are being consumed at is horrific. And very unhealthy. No animal should be raised specifically for slaughter... I mean that's just not right...right?


I am currently 4 months along, and down 23 pounds lol. I see why super models puke after they eat now LOL. Although mine is involuntary. 


On a happier note. I had my first ultrasound. The technician so nicely printed me out a bunch of photos. I shall scan and post them on FB! He even said he thinks it will be a boy! YAY. I might have a girl and a boy <3 so exciting!

30.

I'm not going to lie. I'm getting pretty bored of writing superficial blog entries, but I just do not possess the time, energy, or interest to post something deep about humans and our flaws or how we abuse a planet that is not ours but that we have so selfishly claimed and are currently destroying faster than anything that has ever existed. Rawr. Yep. Fuck it. Not like it's going to make a difference or change anyones mind right? lol. Although, I gotta say it. As a Species. I find us pretty revolting. 

-BUT- 

How interesting is this... When I look at my beautiful little girl. All I can think of is how perfect she is and how she fills my entire being with nothing but pure fucking L-O-V-E. I just want her to grow up in a different world. not this violent, greedy, hateful world, but one filled and ruled with love. Not personal gain. One where no one has to worry about stray bullets or gangs. I guess you could say I'm a die hard tree hugging, peace wanting, pot smoking HIPPIE. Yep say it again. FUCKING HIPPIE. ha ha ha. I'm just missing the tie dye shirt and VW van.